2007-09-18
looking for some thunderstorms to rock out in
last night toni told me her dad is in the hospital, dying of cancer. i asked what his state of mind was like and she just said, sad. i sent her damon's journals in hopes that they might help her the way they helped me. i'll probably never know if she even reads it. i feel so sad for her and her family. i hope she is ok.
i have also decided to stop pursuing her entirely...it's too...sad.
tonight alexis and i went back up to the warehouse to try and skate a bit before sundown. we ended up skating around a bunch on the smooth pavement outside, which was exhilirating and incredibly fast. by the time we got inside the light was mostly gone. there were a bunch of graffiti writers inside, even though it was pitch black and they had no flashlights. we tried to sweep up a bit. i found a dead starling amid the inches of thick dust and broken bottles. we're going to come back super early on sunday, get the all you can eat breakfast buffet at golden griddle, then clean the shit out of it and skate! i would like to tape up a track too, but that is often way more trouble than it's worth.
we finished up the glorious night (of skipping both teams practices - i'm anxious to know if there was any gossip involving moi) by finally, FINALLY indulging in the elusive grilled cheese with a side of macaroni and cheese i have been lusting after since fucking last saturday!
also, i have been obsessed with november rain lately. one of the best songs ever. also, so insane to watch ian mackaye as a tiny teenager with hair awkwardly accumulate "stage presence."
tinteardrop at 12:25 a.m.