2008-01-06
blaaaaaah
so as all things bottleneck in this head of mine, i am sitting here, feeling nervous for absolutely no reason!
grace being gone and peter being even less generous with his time and weed has made me (coupled with a weird conversation with an sc rollergirl today) start feeling a bit anxious about where i'm going to live. also it's making me homesick :(
flights are hella cheap all the time!!! which is awesome, means i can make a break for it if things get too sad or rough. also it means i can fly and see star very soon which makes me pleased as punch.
as with everything, i am fretting about the very thing i love the most: the unknown! and the possibility of an amazing future. i'm trying to think ahead to an imaginary time when i have tons of friends and am loving my life, which i know will happen. it always does! indecision and apartment listings are so depressing.
did some running today, feels great! kind of looking forward to actually having peter gone. and also when my weed arrives in a scented candle :) :)
think i'll go back to the spa this week. maybe have some fun in san francisco while i'm at it!
need some fun :)
tinteardrop at 12:56 a.m.