2009-04-11
tomato lips
still quasi obsessed with zack, har. saw him unexpectedly at the spring formal last night. he looked so hot and rode his motorcycle there so his hands were a little greasy. hubba. anyway, i felt really awkward for some reason, likely to do with shaynas lavender and rhinestone winter formal two piece from 2001 that she convinced me to wear, making me the ONLY partygoer who went with an "ironic" themed ensemble. but no matter. i really want to see him and be normal and am kicking myself for not taking the perfect opportunity i had to mack him :( NOTE (april 24) now i'm remembering how when i gave him a hug and first he pulled away and said "you look great" and i think he meant it.
however, i guess i was counting on macking garza, which i guess happened a bit? mad tequila drinking led to a pretty scandalous game of spin the bottle that had me and shayna making out with these two hot girls (one of them was a redhead?!!??!), garza and brian for god knows how long. i woke up sad i didn't make out with anyone until i started to remember. i guess i spent a while laid out with brian on the bed. mmmmmhot. such a mack. NOTE #2: my entire right leg ahed for days after that...i think brian might have been crushing me while we were making out on his bed and i was too drunk to notice?
felt tired all day today and wondering wondering.
oh yeah high point was definitely driving up with micah and our acapalla karaoke. i see a little silouette-a of a man...
tinteardrop at 11:08 p.m.