2009-05-02
daily affirmation
my heart feels tight.
maybe its the looming mountains of schoolwork (it is!) i have to complete over the next little while...omgomgomgomg worried about it.
maybe its my loneliness now that s is gone until tuesday, which is all kinds of lame because it is the perfect opportunity to get abovementioned mountains of work done (even so, will i have enough time??). also maybe some sad drops of my lame girl worry...ah not even worry just lame girl longing for affection and being lonely about the boys not calling. although shit, that makes no sense if you read the last few entries. i guess sometimes i wish to be someone's favourite. no matter how many hotties there are in the picture, it is always nice to be someones favorite :)
wow i actually feel better after writing that. i'm not jealous because i have nothing to be jealous of and i can't compare myself to anyone else, let alone people i haven't met! all i can do is pump the tunes, drink some tea (good idea), ooh, maybe throw a little bit of snack action into the mix (def possible with the hoards of free shell card goodness we have accumulated lately) and hit those motherfucking books hardcorelike! sweet.
tinteardrop at 8:44 p.m.