2009-11-22
i spit hot fire
been dreaming lately. last night i was driving around from capitola to santa cruz and back in the passenger seat, completely lost. dreamed of nathaneal and his 8.5 month pregnant wife, who was pretty with long, blonde hair. can't remember the other part. maybe smoking at that party has incapacitated my dream-memory brain part or something.
party was good and a bit sad...alison's going away. she has given me such wonderful things since i have known her: sequined canadian flag thong she got at burning man, shiny, rainbow spandex homemade bikini, the list goes on. i wanted to return the favor but kind of forgot and also couldn't think of anything that wouldn't add volume to her luggage, so i brought my polaroid, took some snaps of her friends and got everyone to write captions, it was such a success! i'm going to miss her. saw aaron for the first time in ages which was both nice and disappointing because i'm not really into him and would like to be. talked to some derby girls, which was weird. i guess nobody knows about the rift between shayna and i, so they probably assume my distance has been more serious. good to see everyone though and there was a trampoline and an awesome bonfire, which candy kept pouring her drinks into and causing huge burst of flames. metal.
came home and talked to bryn who had some interesting things to say about shayna and andy after seeing them last night at sean's. she said she can usully sense people and that andy seemed bad to her. she said he didn't look well and that he barely spoke to anyone. she got really weird vibes from shayna as well and said she gets the impression that there is absolutely no romantic energy between them and more that they seem like very bad influences on one another. she said andy looked very depressed. makes me sad. it really does, but it also makes me grateful that i got the fuck away from him when the getting was good. she couldn't believe the person i described when i told her about the person i fell for. night and day.
ooh speaking of which. new moon = bonerville to the max. good god the hotness! funny too, i totally surprised myself at how much i enjoyed it.
also me and bridgett hit up the flea market this morning and totally cleaned up! i got a unicorn pin and a hot air balloon pin, a sweet basketball jersey and sweatshirt skirt from american eagle (one dollar), three tiny, ceramic penguins for my mom, bill and ted's excellent adventure and sliding doors. SIMON ESA!!!!
tinteardrop at 1:54 a.m.