2010-08-20
glacier
sometimes i'll just be sitting around, doing something mundane and suddenly become struck with a pang of longing so deep that it feels like i'm activating depths of loneliness and sadness i have never before felt. like how being happy increases happy receptors in your brain, except that i seem to be developing those receptors in my guts, the small of my back, the numb, icy rock buried behind my sternum. i feel as if i am freezing from the inside out.
tinteardrop at 6:52 p.m.