2010-11-29
dbs
god, discipline...so difficult. after i press done! on this entry, i will have fulfilled my duties for the day. yey.
had awkward run-in with tim today. he texted me while i was in harry potter with my fam yesterday and said to hit him back when i got home. i did. he waited until 6pm today to respond, saying some nonsense about having his phone die, then helping his friend in the bay before going home. i declined to respond and cooked up an awesome zinger for the appropriate moment, " your bail to follow through ratio leaves much to be desired," which i may actually send tomorrow if i feel like it.
anyway, i biked to bridgett's for her apres-thanksgiving feast and to my surprise, tim and his ex gf were on the porch smoking. hello awkward. i said hi, introduced myself to her, chit chatted and went in. he minorly acknowledged me during the evening, while he and the other film people did their stuff. it was awesome and delicious and nice to see keith as well (semi-shwing) and b and i came back for some delicious hot tubbing before she drove home. anyway, i got another text from time being like, "too bad i couldn't stay longer and chill...what is your week looking like?"
what a dilemma. on the one hand, he is not the best in bed and has stood me up (sort of) twice already. on the other hand, i am horny and dig him and would (in a disgustingly subservient, womanly way) pretty much ok with sleeping with him anyway. but fuck it, self respect is important to me. i'll at least throw down the gauntlet and see if he feels the need to prove himself. ingrate.
tinteardrop at 1:03 a.m.